You erased the ending in an irreversible way. I climbed my walls one by one again. I wallpapered the walls of my soul with bitter memories so as not to fall into temptation again. I know how much I miss my feelings and I would not face another lost battle. I know how much my dreams have brought me to my knees, I know how my soul is flooded after strangers leave with my heart in a dead-end labyrinth. I know what it means to run to the fires of hell just to warm up a little. I know what it means to turn nights into endless days, I know what it means to break my heart believing that I am running towards happiness.
I know what it means to stare at the smoldering fire. I have applied them so many times on one or the other. I have burned souls and burned mine countless times. Fire is the only one behind which only the abyss remains. The wind blew away any trace of ash. Sometimes there are signs left. Signs of fighting, burns, broken wings, drowned tears, unspoken words, stories that never see the light of day.
We destroyed each other. It's been so long. It feels like it was yesterday. I've been feeling soulless since I knew myself. The changes are not too big. Have you ever wondered what it would have been like to stay? I didn't do it either.
