How can you forget forgetting? You can't forget selectively, I don't think you can forget, flashbacks will always exist. I only know one thing, after I met you I wrote to forget, to dry my blood veins, but look at me, full of wounds and still standing on the same heels impossible.
Our normal was an illusion. The normal is always an illusion. My normal was chaos for you and vice versa.
I thought you would change. You thought I wouldn't leave, but I did. With tears in his soul, with a smile on his face. I learned to look at you in pieces. I learned to look at you thinking obsessively about you. I learned to look at you when I didn't remember you. I missed it countless times, I waited for it to pass so many times. Guess what baby, it worked.
My heart was broken a long time ago, my eyes dried with tears and my soul is just a story. Missing you drowned me countless times, you were the evil that did me good. Then.
It's tragic that I'm still alive after so many died in me. Dreams, hopes, plans for 5 years, for 10, for a lifetime, people, memories, kisses, meetings… I closed my feelings in past seasons.
Baby? What do we do when one of us gets bored of us?
