When I saw you then, the first time, that late March afternoon, I KNEW…. I knew it was you. Which I was going to meet in the past or which I had already met in the future. In another time and in another space. And my world, the known one, has shaken. And I demolished with a single gesture everything I had built in my pine life then, the whole universe and everything that populated it… and I received in my being, amazed, another breath ta your breath… VIP LUXURY ESCORTS BUCHAREST
My boyfriend, do you know, do you know how far I've come to you? Do you know how much I prayed to meet you? To see you aievea, to feel that you are… you..you can't know… you don't know that for you I broke the worlds into thousands of shards and for you I ran on unwritten paths, to kiss you, to melt you in my body … And for you I took another name and I dressed in other colors to like you….
Our reality
Beyond the world, reason, words, morality, and all those concepts by which we are accustomed to hide, is our reality, of each of us — a reality that we create to a greater or lesser extent, depending on our power of creation and acceptance, and last but not least, on the goodwill of the Almighty… who sometimes confronts us with situations we could not imagine, which always gives us “portions” of love that we whether or not we receive in our being…
We have been in our reality for years, without wondering where it will take us, without being afraid or in any hurry… and we have added new pieces of reality to which we could not, or did not want to do, girl… we put our reality face to face with other realities and we made a choice …… we are now and here separated in our reality and we try to feel how tangible it was…
And, unwittingly, we wondered if we couldn't avoid it…
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We would have brutally hit on something so personal, so intimately related to our being, to each of us, that it would have been a crime not to let it exist ... it would have been like an abortion…
I gave birth not to a being, but to a reality that exists, be it emptied at this moment… but which, like any being will grow until a certain moment, then will die and will be somehow… but forever…
I feel "proud" that I helped such a reality exist, I am glad that you were with me and that I helped her come into the world. For we are the parents of this reality born of a great friendship…
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How far did you come to arouse so many contradictory feelings in me, I do not know where you heard my call and how you answered me will probably remain a mystery to me, just as a mystery remains and your unusual way of answer me when I need you, the way I need you, not otherwise…
..and the trace of your words remains deeply dug in my mind .. and the trace of your presence, when it is, remains imprinted in my soul .. and between these two states, your presence through word and your presence through image, seems to be a an insurmountable abyss, which we sometimes fill .. and then everything becomes natural and the soul seems to reconcile with the mind…
I miss your absence, but other times I feel it so acutely that my mind and soul cry at the same time and in the same way… and then I wish I could come, come ... tell you all this and forget…
I miss something I will never know.
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You have started to be part of my life in a certain indefinite way in which it is enough that you exist and that you are well, in which there is no suffering of physical lack, it is something impossible to explain to someone else ... and what amazes me is that I feel things differently nuanced almost every time… only one thing is clear in this "ambiguity"; the conceptualization of these states would hurt me I can try to explain to you, but not to anyone else because I would have the impression that I vulgarize them… as you said, the world sometimes relates to some patterns and because of this we unconsciously tend to I justify. Why would we do the same? I'm glad that you exist and that we talk sometimes and that we walk next to each other in this way… I'm even glad that sometimes I suffer because… well, sometimes I miss you physically… but I have the strength to move on to another day, to another state, and I know you want me strong, that you don't like people who fall, and I have an extra reason to grind this quality in me… you saw so many things in me, I told you, I can't than I wish I could, in my turn, give you what you need… to be able to bring to light what you hid deep inside you… you said even today that you do not know how to bear you, we who we sit next to… them… you pamper yourself as usual, you know too well the value you have, but I want you to know that in addition you have a certain light that unconsciously or not, you give to those you come in contact with.
dragging
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In the reality in which I have existed for so many years, I met you so that my soul can flourish, so that I can feel that with you life is beautiful and smooth like an early spring day ... in which the sky and the flowers and the birds sing the joy of a new day on earth… many springs have passed over us and as many winters, and life has acquired a new meaning with you, that of continuity .. and the love between us has deepened and acquired new valences…
I am what I am and because I met you, because without you my world would not have been so bright, without you I could not have dreamed now, and maybe, these multiple faces of life would have been my remained unknown… because you knew how to stay with me and when tormented, I tried to understand myself, and when, happy, I was glad that there is so much ..
Next to you, life can only be beautiful ... next to you, words stop because they disappear in another space and pass even beyond time…
I have exhausted the words addressed to you as if all the words of this world had already been given to you…
Next to you the silence is filled with sounds and color
Next to you… I am again a little girl who trusts that nothing bad can happen…
Breakage
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I'm guessing I'm alive
… .In fact I hide among dreams,
living among people and trees
and colors and illusions.
Beyond my warm breath
and smelling of pain,
(pain closed in a soul that cannot cry)
it's me
the one that corresponds to a foreign name
treading lightly so as not to crush
the grasses.
I look at myself in the immensity of shards,
if I see you.
I scratched my hands trying to see what was beyond each shard
and
however, I keep coming back, tirelessly
And I fly, sometimes
or I draw your outline with my hand
I taught you in my search
and I often found you hiding behind my heavy sleepy eyelids
- on the nights when we are waiting for you to come to this place
and I found you every time
and you were smiling at me like only you know
And with a gesture you put my crumbs back
How do you feel?
I feel like I'm yesterday
as if I were tomorrow
I feel as if today is no more but just back and forth
you…
you who know, love me beyond this today
to whom I do not have the courage to tell them that I know everything
because I know
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Every time I see you and the world and time and everything changes… and the words lose their meaning, becoming useless… why this? to be the love that changes the meaning of the world as I perceived it before? you don't know and maybe it's better that it's like that, like when I see you… that no reason makes sense anymore, that no road is too long and nothing can stop me from coming where you call me and I do what you ask of me… .and all this continues to amaze me as if it were someone else… and what amazes me the most is that nothing around me attracts me as much as what has to do with you , in those moments
it hurts sometimes and I wonder why I had this fate… why now, why so late? why so incomplete? what can you do with my love it doesn't use at all, it has no other meaning, other than the one I give… and you, I know, you can't love… and I wouldn't ask you that… I don't ask you - if I may say so- to let yourself be loved. ESCORTS BUCHAREST
