Sometimes you make an investment, sometimes a loan for 30 years, and other times you invest in a man who becomes your home. Soul, air, water, open arms, smiles, tears, sadness, hopes, dreams, happiness, moments stolen from time. This is the man next to you. This is the man who one day leaves and proves to you that you have invested badly. He is the man you built with pieces of yourself… He is the man who ultimately disappoints you. He is the man who after years returns as if nothing had happened…
You can barely hold back a smile when he tells you he regrets you. You can barely keep your lips from kissing him. You can barely hold your breath so you don't sigh. You can barely hold back your tears because you know you're never going to go home.
Leave question marks where you used to give answers… Leave gaps where you used to color the walls of an empty soul. You throw a smile where there are regrets now. You kiss her hot lips.
-I do not feel anything.
He looks at you as if the world is ending. For you, it's just beginning. He crushes your lips in the hope that you will begin to feel. And it happens. You feel it doesn't make sense anymore. You feel like you have no regrets. You feel like it's over.
